Depressed again

It's times like this that I wonder why I'm doing all this. When it starts getting rough, I start questioning things even more. I can't help feeling like I'm hiding from something or that I'm in denial right now. Nothing seems to feel right. I don't know why I'm still there besides the logic of the situation making sense. Anyway, feeling drained and seems like I didn't really miss out on much in the markets. Gone from good deals to wild again in one day. Hard to make decisions with swings like that.